Name Thirteen

1.
She knew why she was there is what set her apart. 

Too Late

I come and I go fall in love 12 times a day
When you experience is not your circumstance
Mindful awareness here and there will full intention from the context of you

six hours spilt zenica, there is a part I used to call the good part like this along a reservoir...five minutes in six hours and never did those word not come, "the good part." Best when you can see like here there is only you

 Those are the states we are disposed and all else taught
Both strategies and tautologies

 "Peace, Land and Bread"
Eight marched out on the 23rd of February
In certain places they still keep time that way as well

2:39 --> 2:42

Sara sleeping, mommy and daddy go to eat lunch with grandma and grandpa for the first time in a long time, and hope Sara will sleep So Grandpa won't say to leave Sara crying, "it's good for the lungs."

You know we are kind of late

12-21-2012

The world changed ended yet they are still here
What they have they used what we have we abused

Funny how they knew the world would end yet they are still here
Worlds change fast after building for billions of years

We made it as far as they had imagine and take them with us
I type because I can they counted because they could

We have more
But they had more value from less

The sun comes up in a new position almost all the time
Almost except those solstices

Did you ever watch the sun stop
It does you have to only watch longer

It will stop one final time but appears to stop twice a year
Depending where you stand and what you preceive

The world ended and started again
Not a mystery the mystery

I'm glad your so sure the world hasn't ended
All I really know is mine

They were right it ended and starts again a new reality
and on a white Christmas snow falls

Like anything else a tautology of mine

4 Each Other

So i took this yoga class not completely randomly
But really only i know why and I feel no need to share this information
This teacher asked this question as i up dogged and warrior threed

"What is your greatest fear." and so this answer appeared
From no where just waiting the question asked
Seriously no one has ever asked this question and so I answered

twelve seconds in sixty minutes of motion and this realization
Yea  I heard that i knew what I had never known
It's this way we are for each other

So yea I went to another class and it happened again
Not nearly as deep but equally revelatory
"Grab your least favorite wrist." And so i did

I did not know that answer
Right handed did not find the right wrist bias surprising
Just that no one had ever asked me and that I knew

twelve seconds in sixty minutes again
We all seek patterns and sometimes we find them

Volunteer

Been lucky enough to be a volunteer all my life.  Really been blessed to find things to do.  People underestimate the importance of opportunity to match your intentions.  Some stories.

Did we really deliver forty cows in Bosnia that afternoon.  I always traveled the main roads to the big cities.  That day we went places I am fairly certain don't exisit

We met these people and looked at the most amazing diversity of strategies to house their new hope.  Each asked us to coffee in their turn.  In Bosnia there is never a real good reason to not drink coffee.  It is never easy to depart. 

But we had thirty five more cows to give away.  We left with little explanation needed and the understanding that the calf born in the spring would be their neighbor's hope.  It was the only compliment I ever received on the Balkans.  They let us leave upon our business.

There is a video of it all somewhere and yet I hardly believe it myself.  One household didn't offer coffee and we took offense.  It was a fumier story. 

Could you find yourself ever on the Balkans not offered coffee?  The last mile down the road or  up the mountain the world actually does change.

Disposition

The state of being disposed
All that we enter with neither place to defend just different ways
First thing I do with any baby is look right at em
You like new people or you do not like new people

The only question you get straight answer from a baby

Those are the states we are disposed and all else taught
Both strategies and tautologies
Some basic function to master the key being sleep
What I taught my children first

Children who sleep can be forgiven many things
They learn better
Better disposed which ever way they wonder out
Our responsibility?

A place to start
Like a mirror left right right left
Stop see clock-wise is clock-wise
Multiple paths and a single goal: sustainability

12 Times a Day

You come and you go but you know who you are
Not always there the most you are able and with training
Just there and be and answer

I come and I go fall in love 12 times a day
When you experience is not your circumstance
Mindful awareness here and there will full intention from the context of you

A more perfect fall I have never witnessed
What colour you like I find upon my window pane
The world or how north america's migratory birds view it: pass

Geography of these 24 hours I fall in love 4 times a day just in dream
Recollection of reality harsh words mended in a glance all that you ever needed
Words spoken words taken used not personal interpersonal no side

Family, friends, children, allons, jarons and 12 but an average today still early
Here and there the other appear joined my side just for us to see
We pass more people in the day than we will ever know well